The latest thoughts and experiences from my awakening friend, Susan. You can follow along with all her blog posts on this link:
The pain calls my hands towards it. I begin to use the mere technical skills to massage his back in a gliding motion. Then I realize I can do so much more with Spirit’s help. I visualize blood and nutrients flowing from the palm of my hands into the skin of his back. Eyes are closed. Intense but soothing heat projects from hand with the palm being the center and radiating to the fingertips. Fingers start to feel numb. A visible redness can be seen on his skin. I stay there until I feel the need to let go. His relief is immediately felt and continues on through the next day.
Embracing a similar but also different experience during mediation a few days later. Heat radiating from the hands, but in addition to a feeling of vibration. It’s almost as if the heat is pulsing within the palms with a simultaneous low pitched whirring sound. A new experience each time I sit down to intentionally connect with my Creator.
Feeling drained afterwards, but why? It was because I was using my own life source instead of calling upon the infinite Light. Yes, He is inside me, but I quickly realize it is more important to be used as a vessel instead of trying to do all the work myself. How funny it is that we, as mere humans, are stubborn enough to try to heal the world using only what we have instead of looking to the vast and infinite Light to help us along the way. Humble am I.
Susan started to cultivate a deeper relationship with the Creator four years ago when she was introduced to the works of Eckhart Tolle's, "The Power of Now" by Jim Tolles. Her life has been transformed in countless ways since then.